Since my brother loves to hog the laptop for himself for hours on end it's almost nigh impossible to get on and make blog posts, so from now on until I get back home I will make scheduled short posts on "interesting things about Asia" to make up for it. While, of course, my brother is asleep.
Meanwhile, I am trying to go through a period of reflection about my future, since I feel I have no more ambition for life any longer. This has led me to make so many rash mistakes in the past few months, such as forgetting to enrol for uni, and abandoning my projects. But I want to try hard to put this behind, and I want to start by really focusing on my studies, and instead of going with the flow, to be more assertive in what I do (terribly difficult for me, but it needs to be done). Hopefully, I won't be trying to do anything to please others or to prove others wrong, because that leads to nothing. But most importantly I want to rely on God on everything I do. I am incapable of knowing why I do what I do, or incapable of the changes I need to make to bring myself closer, but I know God's grace and mercy will help me.
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